loads of things have happened in thesee past months where i have gone absolutely missing from my blog!!!070707 holds loads of memories ...i love you girlfriend...HOT AMBIENCE

FUCK EUU LAR!!! JUST WHEN I WAS STARTING TO FORGET EUU CAME BACK...WHY DID EUU TELL ME U LOVE ME..DENY AND SAY IT WAS EUR SIS...ASH...EUU FUCKING FUCKED ME UPP...



I LOVE YOU TOOS
I LOVE YOU TOOS
I LOVE YOU TOOS

i want euu to be there wen i fall i want euu to be there wen i cry i want euu to be by my side...ITS TOO MUCH TO TAKE...MAYBE DEATH IS A BETTER OPTION OUTT...DID EUU EVER LOVE ME??
I WAS JUST TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF RITE?TELL ME THE BLOODY FARKKING TRUTH...NOTHING CAN HURT MORE THAN IT ALREADY DOES!!!! TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME!!! NOW!!!

EMOTIONAL WOES TAKE CONTROL NOW PAIN HEALS MY SOUL..yeah,as if.

huhu huhu!! i was blowing away at sam's house.that gal is uber crazy.she didnt want to let me in.locked the front door,said she looked horrible with her drippy nose.like i cared.but she didnt let me in so wad was i supposed to do.called her and she told me to wait for a while ...half an hour to be precise.didnt matter.waited and then went up...YUP!!! she looked a mess...it was plain OBIVIOUS ,dont try to hide it gal!...she had been crying the whole nite away...all because of that small monk8y...who else,ash of cause...

The reason for this post is mainly and plainly for ash!!!
so listen up
sam is a gd gal,u spoilt her.it is solely cause of u dat shes in dis mess.
wad do u mean by she's not eur type.it is eur own bloody misfortune and stupidity to not recognise a true angel in front of u.guys will be dying to go out with her.and all she cares about is u dammit! ive seen the pain in her eyes countless of times,she's gone thru downright hell!!! did u even care?
u had a galfren when u asked her for stead.where did eur brain go at that time.it dosent matter if she sheds tears,all that matters is that euu are alright issit? SELFISH ASSHOLE!! i dont mean to scold u but anyone would seeing her pain.its not as if she asked for it or smth.do some soul searching ash.I MEAN SERIOUSLY!!

SAM!!! i will misss euu..i'll try to postpone it to wednesday okay but no promises.im sorry gal.1 and a half months is kinda too long but ill try to call and come back once in a while yah.i will miss all those chocolate factory stuff...too sweet lah the black one.next time ill try the rasin-filled one kz? ill send chocs over kz...im busy ..ill call euu today nite or tmr morning.and dont forget to collect the parcel from plaza sing..must collect by 6...u go on the 29 okae..bye

SOMEONE FUCKKED UPP MY FRIENDSTER PROFILE!!! FUCK DAT ASSHOLE!!!

that was sam..this is ram...yo ppl..i love my sammy baby...she is so pretty...stupid ash...push her into the bush..i am so going to kill that small fry...how dare she bully my galfren!!! anyways...i love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love sam!! she is soo sooos ssoo ssoos soss sossos ososso PREETY...love her lke xiao!!! kz...sam wants to blog now...bye ppl and RAM AND SAM FOREVER


sorry ash...i cant help it..ram hates euu lar...but i love euu...so no worries ya baby!!..
this is just for euu ash,

The clock ticks so slowly by,
The pain,joy and hurt wont lie
It will only tell tales
Of the times i spent with euu
it seems lke centuries
Which we spend together
Im more numb
when euu said ill love euu forever
Where'd euu go
wen i fell rock-low
Where were euu wen i needed euu the most
Dont lie.just dont lie
i wont cry.i just cried
Euu walk by with a smile on eur face
It grows quieter when it passes by in days
The silence brings about a false sense of love
Do i fall down prey or seek silence from above
Euu broke me to bits
When euu spoke those words straight from eur lips

AsH,even though i have ram now,euu will alwaes remain as the person i truly love

angell of my nite mare
unspoken words and unwritten love spells D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R
the truth will be accepted one day

ASH

angell of my nite mare
unspoken words and unwritten love spells D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R
the truth will be accepted one day

ASH

wad did i do wrong...oh i dono....
in rams hse now...having so much of fun...but there's always HER...in the back of my mind....
"GOD SAVE ME FROM THIS MADDNESS!!!"
rams screaming at me for not being able to let go of my feelings...
"u cant hurt urself becoz of sumone hu dosent dam-care bout u"
lalala...thoses were his words, i wasnt heeding them.mumbling buttons under my breath...
thought of all the love and hurt..
oh well wad happens has to happen...
cant change it
ram has just successfully lifted my skirt...too bad im wearing fbt's inside...he wont go too far...
oh yes,he wants a pic of me....NUDE...yeah lke real lar..i aint goana pose for him..bloody heller...
maybe SEMI NUDE will be fine...haha
my computer's crashed down on me again...don wana repair...lazy lars...
i thought about everything u were to me
ive said it again and again
seeing u with her hurts me
but that wont stop me
u r the one in my heart
u will live there forever
ASH,I LOVE YOU

heyys...all you ppl out dere listen up,
Ram here!!!
sam is my gal...stay outt...coz she belongs to me and only me...
hais...if only she will understand my feelings...she only has time for ash...
all she toks about is ash...all she thinks about is ash..ash ash ash...im sick and tired of her...
+sam is laughing in the background+
anyways,my gal is great fun....i am so horny....haha...there she goes,rambling bout ash again...i wana lift up her skirt....it is so uber short lars...she is so pretty in her short denim and sleeveless top...with her cute big hoopy earrings...ahhhhahahhh...i so love her
any ways ...gotta go....need to spend more time with her...oh,she wants to sae that she loves ash..


I LOVE SAM!!!

wad did i do wrong..
all i did was to love euu.
was dat wrong?
walk away if euu dont care
dont stay and torture me like eur bloody damed
i dont love another and euu noe dat
we cant be together and it hurts bad.
wad do u noe bout love
all euu did was to lead me on.
just leave.
get lost from my life i dont need euu
im just afraid dat euull get hurt
all i think about is euu..i have no courage to say its true..
i dont want someone else
wad do i need to do?
to make u love me
im breaking down because of euu..u think im happy...its not true..
I DOWAN U ANYMORE...JUST LEAVE..MY HEARTS BREAKING