luxuriies....

Champange kisses hold me in eur lap of luxury.i only want to fly first class desires,eur my limosine.So elegant da way we ride,our passion,it just multiples.There's platnum lightning in da skye.Sugar,honey,sexy baby.wen we touch it turns to gold.Sensitive and delicate,kinda lke a tube of rose....oh!!! i just lurbb da lyrics...u noe smth...eur lke heroin...im addicted to euu after just one dose...i feel lke crapp if i dont see euu...euu torture me...i simply can't waitt 4 sunday...where in da world r u??? band i supose...have fun den...im crapped up....missin euu lke anything...aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................................................... [ little angel]

hhmmm...*yawn*..im dead tired...could'nt sleep da whole nite...kept thinking bout sundae...*FratErnisinG*Both galfriends r missing her...rubbish only...she makes ppl yearn 4 her...intentionally or not...its badd!!!...well...she misses her galfriends too...dats wad she says...msn-ed her in da morning yesterdae...so cool....im still thinking if i should go...*WonDerOUs*....i think i should...maybe with N.R. ....den maybe ill go see sasi andd ice-kimo a bit...she wants to go...read dis:
Chocolate said to a lollipop,you are damn sweet And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Your smile makes me flat your talks make me glad..Your company makes me mad... But your absence makes me sad...be with me my dear...shes not here yet..well ill just waitt...lke usual...makes it easier..or worse..whicheva...its still sweet...i miss my bedd...my pillow...my bolster...my blankiie...andd most of all my rose...well not xactly...da rose is rite in front of me...its so close andd yet i miss it...wad bout ash who is in hougang...miles away....sweetences...she manjars me den tortures me...hais...both is sweet though...i may be turning emo soon...den ill be kris's sista...im already her sista!!! wads wrong with me???? hallucinating!!!*not good*im yearning to her sasi's voice andd see her...sundae seems too far...lovers nite//dae OUT!!!

how long?

how long has it been?too long i suppose...ill start frm saturdae...sjc's family day...i met tina first...went into sch andd guess hu i saw? ASH!!! dats not majorlly happenin but wateva[i didnt care]...i was just thrilled to see her...yups..smiles andd more smiles..da other dae wen i saw her message on msn,it felt as if da sun had just risen or smth...*chow happs*..craziness..she went into da room with her mom n teac...left her alone ^privacy^...not really...kept walking around her though...haha...she looked so INNOCENT...just coundnt get my eyes off her...
^my little angel^
anyways...intro-ed tina to some ppl and some bitches at dat...filty hypocrate oso..
walked around da sch a bit more...andd after wad seemed lke hours on endd...her mom andd her finally emerged frm da classroom...dey sat for a while..andd dey walked andd walked andd walked...walked right ouuta da sch...my heart sank..[rock bottom]
i told tina to go home[it felt pointless in staying]...butt,smth just told me to stat on a little while...dat feeiling wasnt wrong...ash came again... [thrilled but not estatic]decided not to leave..shuanna came outta nowhere again...so handsome..even tina said so...we went bck to da dunking machine...after a bout an hour...a figure emerged ouut nowhere...i mean i didnt see her coming in...went towards her andd comfirmed..nisha...iwas hoping she would come and she did...gave her a wet hug..[dripping wet]...ash was flirting with ^ahem^ so i guessed she didnt want to see dat i mean hu would...so i brought her da other side...toked andd toked...laughed andd laughed..wett-ed andd wett-ed..haha...in da end...nuthing...sunday...nuthin much...just wasted da dae away...monday got blurred into tuesdae..i didnt noe wad was happenin...didnt really care..wednesdae...well da dae just started rite..im no future teller u noe...ill get bck lke od noes wen...maybe going bck to sch later...see how first...my darling baby called smsed me yesterdae...daphy lols...miss her man...she rawks..
^GodSisTAs 4 ETernItyY aNdd BeyOnnDD^

kinda

Its been kinda long...kinda sadd...kinda flimsy...kinda due...kinda late...kinda early..kinda lurbbed...kinda unlurbbed...kinda sleepy..kinda awake...kinda up and kinda lurbb...those last three words dat ika showed me on da lst dae of skool etches on in my very tired mind...those words do mean a lot...to everyone who listens...to those hu dont,i pity euu...my heart bleeds for euu...its been very long seen a last saw euu...how sadd...da last time i saw sasi was on my b-dae and dat was lke ages ago...wth...da last time i saw daphy,uni,ika,chloe was in icekimo...also ages a go...every moment my mind is on dem...those were da ppl i spent my 4 years of life with...dey rawk...i miss em so..and dey miss me so...i wanna be together with dem...dey are so near yet so far...wadeva it is...eur memories etches on im my mind...till da end of eternity...dat keeps me alive..even those marks of painn dosent hurtt anymore wen i rmbr eur faces...i didnt even flinch wen dat horrid thing stung me...euu noe y...cauze at dat point of time,my mind was full of picture of euu daphne..uni..ika...chloe...kris...sasi...tina...sha...ash.. my tribute to euu ppl is EVEALASTING....im banned...

Everlast

exams are OVER...lke finaally....its so frustrating to SLOG evertime...study!study!study! must have time for everyone and anyone...hehe...crap lars...anywayys...todae is 1 month...i got da date wrong...so paiseh!!! oops!!! she remembered...yet she act lke she dosent...neva mind...as long as i noe she rmbrs...and as long as she rmbrs..im fine...i still noe dat its true...after all...the LURBBS 4 miie is true and the LURBBS for her is true...shuanna is just sumone i adore...not lurbb...eeee...i and shuanna so dont match....so gross...ashen gods da one i will always lurbb....she mine...and im hers...if euu read dis muahh babs....i want euu to noe dat its euu i always did lurbb...euu are da one in muahh heart...always...i neva wanna part with euu..its lke parting with a part of muahh life...dat will so SARKK!!! i lurbb euu and i noe dat euu do to...[its just dat euu dont show it that much] uncontrolable...

Tomorrow..its one month.I hope she remembers.duno wad to do.probably ill do da NESSASARY on wednesdae,kaus 1a gals r not comin tmr.. ..everyones asking miie to be jealous...but to sae da truth,i canot be bothered...kaus at d end of da dae...shes her stead too..im not selfish euu noe...well,she sees miie every dae...she dosent see her everydae...so naturally,shldnt she spend more time with her den miie...all da more...she dosent ignore miie...i mean wen...i call her and shes with her...she dosent ask me to call later..instead she toks to miie...shell be asking her hu is it behind her +[she dosent answer]+ ...haha...no matter how much she flirts,at da end of da dae,im hers not da dat person whom she 'flirted' with...insecurities not a part of dis...used to be but not anymore....she teases miie too much...one thing ive sucessfully learnt from her is dis...always wear shorts to skool...neva 4 get dis...euu will be embarraed...she keeps pulling muahh skirt up...^paiseh^..^paiseh^ .. neva mind lars...its okayy i guess...considering wad she means to me...n wad i mean to her...ill lurbb her till muahh soul leaves muahh body...even den,ill take her memories with miie...euu will always be muahh ashen god....lurbb euu loads

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INFACTUATION....not....LURBB....definetly....ITS EUU.....

sian...

geography paper...so stupid... set all da questions which we confirm duno ...definetely neva do well...woke up with a flu stuck in muahh head...so irritating...nothin tastes nice anymore...chocolate and ice-cream fantasies 4 eva...missin dem loads...finally...muah hair is settled...i duno y nuahh fringe is so straight??.....not complianing though..its a good thing...straight fringe...must spend more time studying...hangin around too much...CHOCOLATE....ICE KIMO....CHUPPIE...DAPHY...UNI...CHLOE...IKA...SASI....KRIS...LURBB YA LOADS...MISSING EUU GALS...MUAHH LIFE IS NOT COMPLETE WITHOUT EUU...

EuU...

Ill just sit and stare at euu all dae long and i promise euu muahh baby,ill neva get sick of euu...euu will neva realise how much i cried da dae i fought with euu...i neva reveal those tears 2 euu for da fear dat euu will feel...let muahh feelings live and die with miie...it will neva bother euu...i neva want it to...eur eyes CAPTIVATE miie...weneva euu look at miie,i feel as if im DRUGGED...by eur love of kaus...da moment euu set eur love on miie,da moment euu said dat euu love miie...i DECIDED!!! im eurs 4 ETERNITY....its not infactuation anymore...its pure love...it will be a month on tuesdae...holdd miie in eur arms baby...and ill hold euu in mine....i dream bout euu evry nite...do miie a favour and stop haunting miie so much...euu make miie miss euu even more...love euu muahh darling

HoopS...

saw shermin in da morning...saw her after school at compass...in outside clothes...chow pretty...tamil paper todae...so irritating!!!...hais...wanna sleep lars....thonking....CONFUSION!!!

lonely hearts

im lonely and confused again...im moving away...or getting closer... i dunn noe... its a totally different sumone...hate it...ive gotta admit...it drives miie nuts...dis has messed up muahh world again...hate it..

hehe...

I sucessfully screwed up muahh d n t....it sucked....big time...muahh literature is da first ever paper dat i sat 4 and im certain ill pass...its all bout LURBB....so....OBVIOUSLY....ill pass...haha....met tina after school...at long johns....ad-ge didnt come....he looks lke vineeth...only more handsome...he is seventeen...shuanna went to orchard...i so ADORE her.. ...tamil is tmr...sux sia...irritating...dun wanna study...feel lke puking...miss daphy...neva see her very long liao...i wanna go back to ICE KIMO....it rawks...

oops

went to compass...lke im going dere everydae...finished science papre and english oral...difficult sia...nvm...scanning da pics we took just now...so slow..irritating sia....ash dosent now dat we took her pic in kfc yesterdae...she is so cute...but in da phote she looks darker...haha...chao funny...oh teah i took da biggest chuppie home...saw tina ans her frend ....took her tigger home...soft toys are addicted to me todae...dey stick lke magnet...ash rawks...

oops

Wad To Sae?

she is so adorable...lke muahh teddy bear...saw shuanna at burger king...not exactly...she was all over da place...so was griselda...hate her...actuallie not lah...but i dun lke her...i mean...she keeps thinking dat i lke her or smth...so weird...anyways...ive decided wad to do alreadiie..im not confused already...answers are out...not all lars...nvm...got science tmr...must study...spend too much time outside liao...chao!!!

im confused!!!

ive just entered...so its a bit plain...sorrie...im missing sum ppl terribly...daphne,uni,ika,chloe,kris,sasi...loads and loads...i hurt so much...yet,da pain dosent subside dat easily...
i feel lke im betraying her...i cant do anytin...cant break...cant dun break oso...i just read her block...my heart bleeds...im NOT a betrayer...i cant do anything
i fell as if im responsible...wad sholud i do...no answers onlie questions...WHYY??