FeeLingS

a feeling of regret and miss-enedd 4
sasi,daphy,uni,ika,chloe,kris
a feeling of guilt4
jason
a feeling of dread 4
shawna
a feeling of likens 4
griselda
a feeling of love 4
easwary
a feeling of i-canot-figure-out-what 4
puni,narmy,sange
a feeling of pity 4
gayethri
a feeling of miss-ened 4
gaayathri
a feeling of hatred 4
kaayathri

its simply too much to be feeling at one time...i noe...
suddenly life seems so wierd...

I LOST DA KEY TO MY HEART...DA ONE JASON GAVE ME...IM SO SADD...I WANT IT BACK...IT MEANT MORE THAN ANYTHING IN DA WORLD...i want it back..im so sorry

hais....nuthing lars...havent print those photos yet...goanna...got ter go fer tution l8ter...ms gaya...being presentful ain't enuff darling...i miss those moments with ya...i yearn fer ya presence...

im going to my grannys hse later...toking to my galfren yesterdae...bundle of layghter...i was feeling so miserable andd she made me smile...i was rolling around on da floor caus of her...so freaking funny..she andd her slapps!!

[you're the one that sees the bus numbers for me,you're the one who watches chick flicks with me,you're the one who satisfies my food cravings,you're the one who helps me with my assignments,you're the one always willing to help me if i asked,you're the one who thinks of what i need and buys it for me for my b'day,you're the one that puts up with my moods,you're the one that isn't afraid to tell me when i'm wrong,you're the one who makes me so hurt i want to cry,but with that potential to hurt me you possess the potential to make me happy,you're the one that makes me happy,you're the one that makes me smile,you're the one that makes my heart melt,you're the one that turns me on ;),you're the one i want to spend every second with, even if you spend all of them sleeping :),you're the one i think of when i get up,you're the one i dream of at night,you're the one i want,you're the one i need,you're the one i love,you're The One.*and i'm sure of it*]

butt am i sure?i dun noe...

1. I love you not because of who you are, butbecause of who I am when I am with you.
No man or woman is worth your tears, and theone who is, won't make you cry.
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Just because someone doesn't love you the wayyou want them to, doesn't mean they don't love youwith all they have.
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A true friend is someone who reaches for yourhand and touches your heart.
The worst way to miss someone is to be sittingright beside them knowing you can't have them.
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Never frown, even when you are sad, becauseyounever know who is falling in love with your smile.
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Don't waste your time on a man/woman, whoisn'twilling to waste their time on you.
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Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong peoplebefore meeting the right one, so that when wefinally meet the person, we will know how to begrateful.
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There's always going to be people that hurtyou so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
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Make yourself a better person and know whou rbefore you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
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DonT try so hard, the best things come whenyou least expect them to.
;REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FORA REASON.#

there is dis fucking bitch hu keeps interrupting in my life...hu da fuck does she tink she is...some big-shot!!!dun dream u r just a fucking kay-po!! get da fuck lost frm muahh life ...asshole...shit-ass lar euu!!!

*yAwn* i was watching football till 2 a.m...final score,2-nil,to ENGLAND...im not a england fann...but i dun noe whyy i screamed my head off 4 england...beckham andd his million dollar smile....so handsome man!!! im a brazil fann...HARDCORE!!!....dey rawks!!!...starting wib miss gaya again...she majorlie rawks...i cant concentrate on my own...

faith is all i have now...nuthing else...i have a freaking tummy ache...im going to skull later..lols...para/dance revoulution again...earring gal rawks!! i lurbb dis photo...
[sepia-toned]
rawks man...100% reason to remember da name...my profile rawks...my mum says dat i have a lot of wasted enrgy..meaning dat all da anger and saddness andd feelings lke dat stays inside of me...andd i do a lot of screaming,time andd time again....so i feel very down all da time....i dun wanna go into depression again....im on da verge of it again...it happened before i dun wanna it to happen again...its just not fair,im humann too...i wanna be fair-ed!!!!
FUCK ALL DA ASSHOLES LARS...I LIVE MY LIFE...
see im at it again...i hate it...dun want..dun want...dun want...

FUCK//FUCK//FUCK///FUCK///FUCK///FUCK//FUCK///FUCK///

iM showing atitude again...hat it lars...but cant help it...i miss my old life..i want my frens bxk...i hate holidaes..freaking boring...chatting thru toilet bowl xpress again..3rd tme already...im going to skull tmr...cant help it...deres band lke duh...wadeva lars...im nnot going to see her...maybe i am...insecurities..narmy said she was late 4 band todae...she always is..cant change...wadeva...im seriously crapped up...dancing to crazy baby so often dat i rmbr so many things dat im not supposed to...shld not have lke shitt!wad am i doing?? hell up man...im missing things dat i dont even noe exsist!!! smthings happening butt i dun noe wad am im tired of it....its been 2 wks..i ain't goanna make it 3....freak-ed up...

BLACK TEMPTATION is all dat euu r about...HEROIN..is wad i feel bout euu...i saw sasi yesterdae....so happs...

went out wif lynn,tina andd sha..adorabe....walked andd walked...so tired...posh-ed...wadeva lars..tired sae...

[gayethri]
i neva really hated euu..i neva did! i dunt tink dat ill eva too...its just dat we started wrongly..majorlly...our opinions of each other were just kinda very wrong....I noe u hate me coz i liked eur galfren[hu is now my galfren....]....well,since its already wrong...leave it dat way...andd leave me alone...im not a hyprocrate lke euu....NO FRENSHIP!!!!
[n.r]
initilisim always works..yet,feelings change....i dun wana hurt us in da process....du harbour any feelings for me...please...i belong to sum1 else now....im not deserving..sorry...


im beginning to tink dat my life's all wrong..i need sasi so desperately now..but she's not with me...if i hadn't fought with vicky,wad would have happened?If i had done betta andd gone to cedar wif sasi,wad would have happened?if i had'nt met ash,wad would have happened?
tears are leaking again...water in on da computer now...wad if it explodes?den ill die...ill probably be freed of my misery...hu da hell messed up my mind in da first place?i was so happs till yesterdae,loving andd missing my galfren was all dat was on my mind,rmbring all da times we spent together,laughing at all da stupid things we did,being loved at all da points of hugs,being missed by her and missing her wen we went home...all those thoughts occupied my mind den...now....hais...i love my galfren...