ive neva saidd dat i dont love euu anymore
ive neva saidd dat ill hate euu
whyy do u thinkk in dat way andd make me need euu?
euu noe i love everything euu do
euu noe i miss euu more wen im with euu
den why do euu torture me wen all i want to do is love euu?
euu dont noe how longg ive waited..
euu dont noe how much ive criedd
euu dont noe anything dat happens behindd these dry eyes..
i want to forget euu
but euu noe i cant
whyy is life so miserable wen we are done?
euu hurt me time andd time again
but everytime euu do,i rmbr eur love
andd i wonder..
was eur love for me even true..
tears streaming down again
feelings i just cant control..
baby i need euu back again
whyy cant euu be true..
i really want to be with euu...
euu are already a part of me..
whyy do u want me to give euu up?
its not easy to forget...u shld noe it too
we may not be together but da love will always be euu...

its been a little longg while...gave her de letter on wednesdae...no reply...i didnt ask for one though..dun no wat she thinkks...im miserable...im still faking everthng i do...i cant help it.i dun wannt her to think im losin it...which i dont think i am..YET...stars beyondd love...raj is da new guy...kinda hot...smth to think abt...he lkes me...imm still thining whther i shld continue to extendd da relationship..i seriously dont noe lars...i love ash...still..im sorry 4 avoiding euu da pst few days...i didnt noe wad else to do!!

Even when da stars refuse to shine,
eur smile will lite up evan da darkest nites...

undenyed lurbbs

in art class now....mrs khoo's toking..
i miss her so much yet i havent seen her all day...
i criedd again last nite thinking about all da pain andd love andd tears andd hearts...i fell into a fitfull sleep draemed about opening doors andd a very bright lite...
woke up with a heavy heart andd a painful head...
did'nt want to come to skull but in de endd,i dragged myself outta bedd andd came...
grudingly,its true..
but my hearts still heavy,my tears are still flowingand the pains still there..
but i guess im a bit happy now..
i guess..
i dont noe...
i readd her blogg yesterdae andd its true...afterall...
but i can sence her painn...
its da same im still feeling...

with atorn heart andd a shattered dream,
,i come backk to euu...but dadesicion still lies on euu...whether euu will come backk or not....maybe euu will,maybe euu wont but...ill be waiting...
i have an mc till next ffridae,but i guess ill come to skull...i cant live withoutt seeing her for a wk..its happened beforre but i wont let
it happen again...its just too painfull...
-AsH-
Be my one andd only andd i shall be eur prncss 4 eternityy..ill neva let euu hurt agin...im sorry if i hadd hurt euu.i wontlet it happen agin...baby,

I LOVE YOU(:

i was so happy yesterdae...i noe butt can't tell coz dat person dosent noe yet...i dunwanna spoil it...i miss my baby...i am supposed to forget her but i cant...i want her backk...its been very long since i last blogged...guess too many dried tears andd too many broken hearts..i love her so....i miss her much...euu will neva noe how much i love euu...come backk andd i swear dat ill neva let euu go again...i want to forget euu but its eur face dat echoes in my mindd dae andd nite...i want euu back...even if it takes months or centuries...ill waiitt coz baby wen euu left me in da darkness,it hurtt so badd...euu lost us both at da same time...i noe how much euu love her...i noe da pain ...its da same...i want eur loving again....

i love you(: i love you(: i love you(:

wadeva lynn told euu is da truth....i love euu too much to care bout anything else...i do not love griselda okayy...no one can even turn anddd look at her wen eur aroundd....


be my one and only babay and i swear ill be eur princess...4 life...i swear ill neva hurtt euu...i swear dat ill love euu till de endd...luckks 4 dat tamil debate thing...euull rawks...im sure of it...baby,i love you!!!

Tears streamed down dis broken face,
Words exploding,can't explain,
da way dat euu made me in love with euu...
im sorry dat we can't be togethre,but baby,
eur memories will always be in my heart.
euu noe wad euu did was wrong,
i triedd to make it right,
but it go worse..andd now its gone..
da feelings i have for euu will always be there,
im not goanna let go...even if it destroys me...
what was not meant to be has been..
our love was not meant to be..our quits was not meant to be
but we were meant to be..
we could'nt save it..
we couldnt make it..
now...im breakking...
slowly...deep inside..
maybe one day euu'll realise how much euu truly mean to me
maybe den...dat day day will be too latee...
PARDON US FOR OUR IRREVERSABLE MISTAKE...

i broke da love charmm on wednesdae...it hurt darm badd...i started to cry...she thought dat i broke with her coz i love her no more...i do...i still do...but i had to break coz of 'de other gal'...i dun want her to findd out bout us andd den things would get ugly...besides she is nice to me...it hurts...everywhere i turn memories of her come back..memeries of dat smile,of dat face...i miss her so much...her love penetrated thru me...deep...cant take it out...i tried to burn all her stuff but couldnt...i spent da rest of da day crying...my eyes are all puffy andd reddd...i look horrendous....i truly want her back....sincerely...i love her...i cant standd it..da pain's killing me...i cant even bear to look at my mum...my mum thinks im going to go under depression again...i dont noe..maybe i am...im making her worried...but i hack care...i only want dat gal backk in my life...dat desicion to let go was made only da nite before...not months ago...how can i not miss her ...her name is carved on my skinn...her love runss thru me...i wanns let go..andd not think bout her..but i cant...im so full of her...its lke riping a part of me out...i wanna go backk into her arms...please..im a pathetic tearful mess!!!da bandd she tied on me is still on my leg...


I STILL LOVE EUU...COME BACK!!!