i broke da love charmm on wednesdae...it hurt darm badd...i started to cry...she thought dat i broke with her coz i love her no more...i do...i still do...but i had to break coz of 'de other gal'...i dun want her to findd out bout us andd den things would get ugly...besides she is nice to me...it hurts...everywhere i turn memories of her come back..memeries of dat smile,of dat face...i miss her so much...her love penetrated thru me...deep...cant take it out...i tried to burn all her stuff but couldnt...i spent da rest of da day crying...my eyes are all puffy andd reddd...i look horrendous....i truly want her back....sincerely...i love her...i cant standd it..da pain's killing me...i cant even bear to look at my mum...my mum thinks im going to go under depression again...i dont noe..maybe i am...im making her worried...but i hack care...i only want dat gal backk in my life...dat desicion to let go was made only da nite before...not months ago...how can i not miss her ...her name is carved on my skinn...her love runss thru me...i wanns let go..andd not think bout her..but i cant...im so full of her...its lke riping a part of me out...i wanna go backk into her arms...please..im a pathetic tearful mess!!!da bandd she tied on me is still on my leg...


I STILL LOVE EUU...COME BACK!!!